slam my fucking face
break my fucking neck.

today.

Blowing through my money
Letting myself down
no more angst left
the only thing im fighting
is myself.

never stoping

my head whirls fucking teeth clentched.
get me out of this seat
none of this music helps, it only makes me want to move this house

but I fucking have it

I swear I have the strength of titans
let me show you, I'll rip this county in two
OC can't hold me
I'll show the kids who I am
I'll get the fuck out of this seat.

naugh

my teenage angst feels so unused.

sights set on change but grip is torn and lost

try too hard and efforts go wasted
anger only used on these scribbles
should be out fighting the machine
instead sitting-staring at this screen.

us

()

I weep for that hearts that I will never touch and for the hands that will never hold mine.

5

So I do my best to convince myself that my heart is empty
4/03/10

4

I recall a night that does not belong to me. It brings me peace and sleep.
1/06/10

3

Since I have removed these weights, I can't help but feel naked.
8/05/09

2

Nothing good will come from these hands
8/03/09

I really need to post more...

But I've said that before. im gunna post some one liners that I found in my notebook. starting with.

1
Some how that bottomless pit in my stomach just got a little bit deeper. It's funny, I didn't know I could still surprise myself.
8/03/09

Touch the Sun for me Baby

Final Fight, Sabretooth Zombie, Run with The Hunted this Friday, so stoked.

Eric showed me how to wield to mysterious arts of downloading music, I'm a thief.
but oh, Graf Orlock, La Dispute, RWTH, Belong, Godspeed You!

You are now mine, mine for always and ever.
and more to come, I'm hip.