I refuse to believe that you are who you say you are.

I was getting myself all riled up over things that annoy me. I do this quite often, constantly reminding myself about subjects that upset me, it's a pastime.

I don't like kids who buy a pair of Toms and are automatically the biggest environmentalist you ever met. And they think know about the suffering in this world, it's cool that you helped out a child in need, it really is, and even if they did buy a pair of Toms just to look cool, it's still a positive thing, but they are still lame blahblahblah bicthbitchbitch.

I don't like how kids make Vegan cupcakes and goodies because all their super cool indie friends do. I have no ground to be angry because non-Vegans eat Vegan food, I just wish they would go Vegan. Blahblahblah moanmoanmoan, you're not Vegan so you automatically suck, blahblahblah

blahblahblah screw scene kids and hipsters blahblahblah I'm the only original one on this earth blahblahblah im pissed blahblahblah

I bore myself.
Art show December 4th. 6-9. HBHS Art room. Be there.

p.s. I miss this day.

Very often

I push myself to the point of almost turning my back on what I know and love. I have taken major steps back before, but sometimes I can catch myself. I have to remind myself that the choices I have made are for me, not for a God, or my friends, or my idols, they are for me. And I have to keep this up simply becuase it is the right thing to do, Being Vegan is the right thing to do. If I take a step back, the only thing that matters in the end, is that I would be letting myself down.

Other than this, I have been doing a lot of backwards thinking about my past relationships(getting cold feet joe?) and I really do torture myself. But I did realize something, just for myself really, I can safely say that I am truly "over" someone when I can see them with a new significant other and say "well, good for them"

This blog is more for me really.
But, here's something for you.

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Thanksgiving Break

The end is nearing, and I am indifferent. I don't really hate school, and I don't really lov eit, though there are aspects of it which I rather enjoys. So blahblahblah I'm a rebel bad ass

It's buy nothing day, I'll suggest this to my mom. It more of a stand against the Black Friday craze, and the length people will go to just to save 45% on items that they do not need, I could use some decent food though. I am sick and tired of sandwiches and fries from Trader Joe's I am starving.

Ashley and I both keep bringing up the last 7 Generations show, we miss that site so much. It was the most powerful show I have ever been to, and I do not see any other taking it's place. I can rememebr how heartbroken I was when Chris form 7 Gen red poem to the audience, and started crying. It was about accept the passing of aloved one, and the cherishing the time you spent with them, and what life would be like once they are gone.


In the end, we all hugged everyone, and talked to everyone. We made new friends and had a new found prid ein what we were standing up against, or at least I did. And can remember the advice Chris gave me, that it was OK to question yourself, and that everyone faults, and everyone doubts, but you must push through it.

I've painting with Pat all week, and I have some tickers that I want to put up. Theres an Art Show at the High school. December 4th 6p.m.-9p.m. It's in the Art room, please come buy, and look at what we have been up to.

You let me down!

Seriously...where the hell is my comb?