slam my fucking face
break my fucking neck.

today.

Blowing through my money
Letting myself down
no more angst left
the only thing im fighting
is myself.

never stoping

my head whirls fucking teeth clentched.
get me out of this seat
none of this music helps, it only makes me want to move this house

but I fucking have it

I swear I have the strength of titans
let me show you, I'll rip this county in two
OC can't hold me
I'll show the kids who I am
I'll get the fuck out of this seat.

naugh

my teenage angst feels so unused.

sights set on change but grip is torn and lost

try too hard and efforts go wasted
anger only used on these scribbles
should be out fighting the machine
instead sitting-staring at this screen.

us

()

I weep for that hearts that I will never touch and for the hands that will never hold mine.

5

So I do my best to convince myself that my heart is empty
4/03/10

4

I recall a night that does not belong to me. It brings me peace and sleep.
1/06/10

3

Since I have removed these weights, I can't help but feel naked.
8/05/09

2

Nothing good will come from these hands
8/03/09

I really need to post more...

But I've said that before. im gunna post some one liners that I found in my notebook. starting with.

1
Some how that bottomless pit in my stomach just got a little bit deeper. It's funny, I didn't know I could still surprise myself.
8/03/09

Touch the Sun for me Baby

Final Fight, Sabretooth Zombie, Run with The Hunted this Friday, so stoked.

Eric showed me how to wield to mysterious arts of downloading music, I'm a thief.
but oh, Graf Orlock, La Dispute, RWTH, Belong, Godspeed You!

You are now mine, mine for always and ever.
and more to come, I'm hip.

my mouth is on fire

damn chili's. Hung out with Eric and Anthony today, that was pretty swell. I presented a personal project today in psych. I divulged more than I thought I would, I was shaking.

I have to download itunes, I thought I was done with apple, BUT windows media BLOWS.

my formspring.com/Joexvx

ask me stuff

All the Kings Men

finals week, about to eat some cinnamon raisin English muffins.
sick.

http://www.formspring.me/Joexvx

We'll be living life in the city

Rain all day. It's what everyone's talking about. It's nuts, oh woe is us socal kids.

Seeing Touche and the Hope Con tinght, I'm sure I'll be drenched before the show starts. I'll probably get sick. And I'm drinking coffee right now, I swor it off for good. Breaking vows since 92'

Listening to last Lights and leaving, right now. Byee.

This is for Sydney

I need to post more often, my hundreds of followers need me.
I did 4 interviews on Straight Edge for Evan's sociology project, only one of them turned out decent.
Listening to more and more real Screamo. I feel the need to write "real" so that my musical taste isn't confused with the more mainstream type of Screamo, or the second wave of Screamo(i.e "shit music")
My bike took a dive on me, but I'm hoping to get it fixed soon.
I have no money anymore, and still no job
But that's how it goes when you don't look for one.


Vegan Harcore from Mexico.